Not yet...

Every tear does not have an attached reason to it...at times the fall before you can even realized it's happening..

We often fight back our tears..not wanting to display weakness ever!

I heard once it's easy to say "no" so for a change..try saying "yes"

"Yes" but  today I don't feel like pushing through the pain, that I live with still everyday...

I don't even want to speak it out loud..in my mind, it's safe. It's not even reality...yet.

Never did I think another would even get my attention..make me stop and think like really what the fuck am I missing...
This Nigga makes me want to get in the kitchen!!!
Make him a meal and shit better then that lets keep this shit trill...
I just wanna have his babies...WELLLL SHIT...Maybe?but shit FOR REAL

Hes ...got me like ...
Shit..I don't even know what to say! Im just looking  into his high chinky eyes..like "are you ok"
and its not even his looks that invoked me! it was charm..his confidence..his smile when hes around me like...DAMN!!! ME!