Complicated

The guilt I feel anytime I unlock my IPad bc I smile like its the very moment you brought me the flowers for my birthday.

Yes its my screen saver..As much as I have said..I'm leaving you alone ..then there's that
 "good morning love" text when its been too long that we haven't spoken ..I smile... I laugh...
I close my eyes ..to feel you for the very first time all over again...

Do you remember?

I fought and fought until I couldn't any more..the very actual first time was amazing!

I relive those hours in my head any moment I get...

It was an unknown chemistry that I didn't even know existed..your smile..your wink..your touch..your  every assurance of us from every moan...is why..I ...just cant....turn... my... back on you.

But...one day...I WILL!

One day....

Thank you

The thunder is the unheard cries of my broken heart..

The screams only held by my pillow..

The tears only seen by me myself and I...

The rain that follows are the tears cried for you..

The rumble of the thunder is my unleashed anger..wishing you could be located and struck at least once to feel what I’ve felt.

The wet, damp, heavy exhausting walk thru all your bull shit but yet somehow finding the strength to continue goin...not for “US” but for ME! 

Thanking you for showing me my own strength. 

Good Morning

She said: "I wanna lick your pussy.
WOW! all this before 10 a.m., now I don't but time restrictions on sex BUT DAMN!
So you woke up thinking about how much you want me? (I smile)
She further told me how she thought about me all night.
My thoughts, went to her hands right in between her carmel toned thighs, right two fingers in her pussy and left hand squeezing her dime sized nipples. The arch in her back shows me just how much she wants me. Watching her and thinking about "our last time" has me wet and wanting her even more then ever! I wanted her to show me everything she was imaging in our mind fuk.
She said: Kiss me like you miss me and fuk me like you love me
Have you ever fuked someone while looking them deep in their eyes? Until you get them to squirt their soul on the sheets.
Shes loud..shes wet... and loving every minute of this!
Kissing..fuking and sucking...she cant hold on to the feeling of pure ecstasy...she cums.
We kiss..
Good Morning.