Wednesday, March 25, 2015

He has feelings too

For you, there was a #him
For him there was a #her
He bleeds just like she bleeds
He needs just like she needs
That one word that reminds you of #him
Just may be the same word that reminds him of #her

Never underestimate..that thugs get lonely too the same way you came to this table with a past and a vision.
He's been at this table too..

Only to pull his self together to come back again...and see is this really #her

Opposite sexes never meant opposite emotions.

Before you are quick to judge..and feel your the only one who's guarding your heart..think about..the #her who may have ripped his apart..

You've been there too...think about the time..tears and prayers it took. 

Look #him in the eyes..kiss #him 
Hug #him tight...reassure him that your truly down for this fight!

Without #him there would truly be..no you...#her 

Be his rib.

Friday, March 20, 2015

Dear Ex

Dear Ex,

Let me get this out the way first FUCK YOU and actually THANK YOU! (no need to ask.. Im not mad)
Now I'm ready..

I'm not bitter either tho..Im better. As much as I thought I was "fixed" when I met you from the mutha fucker before you..welp maybe I wasn't. I still allowed you to abuse me and mis-use me. What I swore I would NEVER do again. But my biggest lesson learned was the lesson un-learned.You have to repeat any course you NEVER pass.
#myextaughtmethat

Every text message..yes when I went looking was a slap in the face. Every dick pic, every puss pic btw way tell your bish to shave (YUCK!!)
On a lighter note when I really think about this shit all these bishes was ugly..compared to mio!

I had to stop looking at your actions, as my worth. A man who loves you will do so, and do so willingly.
I would look at you on my couch with such disgust...like bish "why, why are you yet holding onto someone who doesn't want to be held?"

But again it wasn't you baby..it was me. I allowed it.
For every action there is a reaction. I did nothing but take a blow to my self esteem every time.
You know what tho somewhere in this mess! I found me! I woke up, dusted myself off, adjusted my crown and was able to walk away...and now I smile. It may have taken a while but I smile.

I realized you or the mutha fuckers before you, NEVER broke me. You bruised me and the BEST part about bruises is they fade... so again, I thank you. (SMILE)