Roller Coasters

Dictionary.coms definition of a roller coaster is such: any phenomenon, period, or experience of persistent or violent ups and downs, as one fluctuating between prosperity and recession or elation and despair.

Rewind!!!! Persistent or violent ups and downs... So who the hell thinks this is fun??? Maybe at Kings Island.. This is fun. But what I'm referring to is life's roller coasters. Something we have all experienced at one point and time. That woman/man that you just couldn't let go of that had your nose WIDE OPEN!!!!


Yea think about it.. They had your nose wide open.. First step is admitting you have a problem. I used to tell my ex (my biggest roller coaster ride) lol that baby when were good were great but when were bad.. Well it's BAD!!! We had our ups and downs for sure... But why couldn't I get off this ride?!?! Why can't we let go of the despair?!?!

Why:
We're comfortable..
Scared we won't find the actual "right person" for us.
Think we don't deserve better
Some of us just like the excitement of the up and down


If you knew better you would do better..right? NO!!!!!!
So some of us give our friends the best advice. (I'd like I think I'm one of them lol) but when it comes to your own life decisions. It's fuck you don't judge me... I LOVE YOU JODY!!!!! LMAO!!!!
We've all done it.. No judgement here. Just keep this in mind insanity is doing the same thing repeatedly expecting a different result. Don't expect the ride to end unless your really ready to get off! Cause if you come back for another ride don't expect it to be any easier then the first couple times you went up and down and all around.
When your insane you usually have to seek help!!!!!! I won't get into the help part that much because depending on the person there are different ways to approach this.

Truth is you'll only get off the ride when your finally ready. Fuck what your friends an family say its really on YOU!!!!
When your tired of the up and down and even dealing with the aftermath (which is the biggest part) THE HURT!!!!! Lets be real when your tired of being burned you'll wise up and wear a oven mitten before you try retrieving something else from the damn oven.

That can be taken different ways.... You decide how it fits your roller coaster ride.
Hector Lavoe said it best "todo tiene su finale" use your translator app for that :-)


Besos..

Hope

So I met a guy today.. Who is first of all not a virgin but has had a girlfriend for the past four years (offically... theyve been together dor seven total) and has respected her wishes to be celibate.
He was honest and said I'm very attracted to her.. But "she's worth the wait" he looked me straight in my eyes and said this with such passion!!! You seen how genuine and sincere he was. He told me a little bit about how she had been hurt.. used and abused in the past. Therefore on her part their maybe some trust issues (my opinion)

But yet here's a man willing to not per say break down those walls she may have up but.. Say fuck you I'm tearing these mutha fuckers DOWN!!! WOOOOO!!!
He continued on about how much he "has it good" she supports him and is loyal to him. He was honest and said look I'm gone off her already imagine when were married ( yes he wants to marry her) and I get to actually be with her! It's going be SO MUCH MORE THEN A FUCK!!! We WILL MAKE LOVE!!!!!
He continued to explain that they have different forms of intimacy, which is deeper then any sexual experience.
In asking him one question.. He got so emotional and giddy about his one day "wife" he just continued to tell me his plan to do it all right in Gods eyes.
He said I have debt I want to clear that up first..buy her a nice ring and be in a position where she will not have to worry about a thing!
I wish my friends would've seen this Gentlemen's excitement about her.. He was so serious... He gave me hope!!!!
As a non married woman that's the one thing were always doing "screening" guys to see if their full of shit or just looking for a a regular cutty buddy. Trying to see his heart.. Is he sincere about liking me or telling me what he thinks I need to hear in order to get what HE may want at that time....or is this it will he step out my dreams and make it a reality.

Plain and simple folks theres hope.. Keep the faith...pray...and most importantly your where your at because God has you here to prep you for the blessing first!!!

The rain made me do it

I close my eyes and can smell your neck.. I lick your chest all the way down.. Your flitching only tells me you like it.. You grab me tighter as you breath harder. The extra stiffness in your jeans continues to call my name..."please just touch me" I get closer and can feel its pluse.
I oblige and touch you..your moans make my pussy wet with warm and fuzzy feelings tingling my body.
You grab my hair back only to look me right in my eyes as I slide you in my mouth... Mmmm is all you hear.
No hands just my wet mouth all over you... I choke on it on purpose just cause.. You like that shit. Slurp... Sucking you harder n deeper