Not yet...

Every tear does not have an attached reason to it...at times the fall before you can even realized it's happening..

We often fight back our tears..not wanting to display weakness ever!

I heard once it's easy to say "no" so for a change..try saying "yes"

"Yes" but  today I don't feel like pushing through the pain, that I live with still everyday...

I don't even want to speak it out loud..in my mind, it's safe. It's not even reality...yet.

Never did I think another would even get my attention..make me stop and think like really what the fuck am I missing...
This Nigga makes me want to get in the kitchen!!!
Make him a meal and shit better then that lets keep this shit trill...
I just wanna have his babies...WELLLL SHIT...Maybe?but shit FOR REAL

Hes ...got me like ...
Shit..I don't even know what to say! Im just looking  into his high chinky eyes..like "are you ok"
and its not even his looks that invoked me! it was charm..his confidence..his smile when hes around me like...DAMN!!! ME!

Bitter Bitch Moment...

The goal was to never think about "the L word" again after my ex i was DONE!!!

You won't...mid sentence to my rant you walk by and definitely catch my eye..I think to my self..

Mmm hellllo nurse!!!! 

My first victim..fuck him nice..long n convincing sessions...fuk his mind body and his soul...

Yup I wanna be the topic of discussion for the next couple of months...that was me I ripped your heart out...held it in my hand and laughed...kissed you ever so gently and gave it back to you...I have no use for it...shit I have no use for mine! 

Anybody wanna bye a heart?!?!?

Think about me at night while you clinch your pillow tight...wondering "do you think of me" 😏😏 nope!

I look down and break out of my trans to you shaking my hand and introducing yourself...I smile..well hello my name...

Untitled...

I just want you to think of me when you want that ....midnight slice..

When you toss n you turn...thinkin should I just let it burn...

The imprint left on your heart...has so torn you apart. Thinking I was just another stray but so easily you'd ask me to stay...