How do you really know when its time to STOP FIGHTING….Ill be real what I want I get it damn near at all cost, I'm a VERY determined young lady at times. So my perception VS. Reality sometimes is skewed. I just HATE letting go..It gives me the feeling of failure.I always feel like I have to leave every situation like
“I DID EVERYTHING I COULD” until I feel like I can literally “TAP OUT” then I CANT GIVE UP!I knew this BUT actually did not accept this about myself until recently. My girl told me "Baby you just DON'T like to give up"
All I could think of is Jene Aiko's song "The Worst" I DON'T NEED YOU...I don't need you..but I want you!!!! WE IGNORE OUR OWN NEEDS for what we want at that moment and end up in an unnecessary battle. JUST CAUSE!!!!! WHY-SIMPLE WE STUBBORN!!!!!
At the end of the day we fight for what we "want" VS sometimes what we truly and really "NEED or better yet DESERVE"
Life, Love, Relationships, Hair, Men, Women none of this shit is perfect just make sure your fight is WORTH IT. My biggest lesson learned is not that I don't know how let go sometimes.. but its all my lessons learned from all those fights. I can walk away (when I'm done and have TAPPED OUT) and ALWAYS have a "I learned my lesson moment" If you walk away with out have learned a thing it was all a waste of your time. Time is precious and you cant get it back so it shouldn't be wasted for ANYBODY!
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