Sunday, April 21, 2013

Hope

So I met a guy today.. Who is first of all not a virgin but has had a girlfriend for the past four years (offically... theyve been together dor seven total) and has respected her wishes to be celibate.
He was honest and said I'm very attracted to her.. But "she's worth the wait" he looked me straight in my eyes and said this with such passion!!! You seen how genuine and sincere he was. He told me a little bit about how she had been hurt.. used and abused in the past. Therefore on her part their maybe some trust issues (my opinion)

But yet here's a man willing to not per say break down those walls she may have up but.. Say fuck you I'm tearing these mutha fuckers DOWN!!! WOOOOO!!!
He continued on about how much he "has it good" she supports him and is loyal to him. He was honest and said look I'm gone off her already imagine when were married ( yes he wants to marry her) and I get to actually be with her! It's going be SO MUCH MORE THEN A FUCK!!! We WILL MAKE LOVE!!!!!
He continued to explain that they have different forms of intimacy, which is deeper then any sexual experience.
In asking him one question.. He got so emotional and giddy about his one day "wife" he just continued to tell me his plan to do it all right in Gods eyes.
He said I have debt I want to clear that up first..buy her a nice ring and be in a position where she will not have to worry about a thing!
I wish my friends would've seen this Gentlemen's excitement about her.. He was so serious... He gave me hope!!!!
As a non married woman that's the one thing were always doing "screening" guys to see if their full of shit or just looking for a a regular cutty buddy. Trying to see his heart.. Is he sincere about liking me or telling me what he thinks I need to hear in order to get what HE may want at that time....or is this it will he step out my dreams and make it a reality.

Plain and simple folks theres hope.. Keep the faith...pray...and most importantly your where your at because God has you here to prep you for the blessing first!!!

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